Teh mockz iz overz

Listening to: Single by Ne-Yo (from Paula's laptop, ick)

Reading: Othello for the millionth time (double ick)

Gonna work on later: Francine's World Lit and HI

Hello Interwebz!!

Well, mocks are over, I'm 19 and I have a little over 2 months left of TIS!! Totally Yay Me!!! Urgh, I can't wait to finish! I already have the gave I want to play lined up! Okami, The Urbz (If I can find the disc), Super Mario Galaxy (maybe...) and, if I can get one of my cousins DS's, LoZ Phantom Hourglass! Yeah, after IB is gonna be soo kewl!!

...But before I get there, I got loadz and loadz of workz to do before then! :[

My b'day last week was extremely loow-keey. Got an awesome charm bracelet from Jeani and a few cards here and there. And I wrote a killa Math Paper. And I had to clean for general inspection. And I got a killa headache at the end. Yay me!

Back to work now. Yay me....

Suck it alll in and deal....

Listening to: Possibility by Lykke Li

Excited about: Finishing exams today and vacation next week!!!

Not excited about: TOK presentations tomorrow and Wednesday

So, so far my exams haven't been as disastrous as I imagined them to be. Lets just wait and see how the results turn out.

So even though I finish exams this week, it isn't gonna be all chilling and roses for me. On the contrary, it's gonna be a hell of a hectic week for me. From tomorrow, I have TOK presentations to worry about. Then I have the bulk of my university applications to worry about. Choir practice comes into the mix since Carols Night is this Sunday. And theeeeen Geography Fieldwork. Not to mention the fact that I'll have to go for classes starting tomorrow. Sheeesh. I preferred exams week....

So on a much lighter note, I got Metal Gear Solid Touch this week. It's hella fun!!! Except that I'm having a hell of a hard time with Crying Wolf. Knowing me and bosses, I'll eventually get it. I mean, I did strof with Shadow Ganon on LoZ: Ocarina of Time (And by strof, I mean, I spent a ******* long time on that boss. But it was fun!). I just have to pace myself....

Ok so figuring out what I'm gonna do this Christmas. Gaming most def (Okami and The Beatles Rock Band), reading (Girlfriend in a Coma and Toby Alone. And I want to re-read Deathly Hallows and Breaking Dawn) and getting my learners permit.

Now I need to email my mum about my highlights. And about snacks. Very important....

For the hell of it, I'm going through my old blog. Check it out if you want to find out how I was back in 06 and 07: http://sedirox.xanga.com

Where are my slippers????????

Listening to: Me ye manager by Asem

Feeling: emotionally unstable

*Yawn* I just woke up and got this nagging feeling.....Okami. I'm on the first boss, Waka and he is damn hard. But then I haven't tried enough. I'll spend today doing that and hopefully I'll get through....

But that's not the only thing I'm worried about. I'm aslo worried about my sleepover with Jeani. I have a bad feeling it might not come on. It all depends on a get-together Ewuradjoa is planning. A friends of ours, Priya, is in town for a few days from India. And we haven't seen her in years!!! We're hoping to meet up with her tomorrow but our other friend, Nana Tachiaw, is kinda in a situation. She has this exam thing and her mum might not let her go out so we're keeping our fingers crossed. 'Cause if not then we have to plan on Monday...without Priya 'cause that's when she's leaving. And that's when I plan on going over to Jeani''s. If we get the green light for tomorrow, The I'll hustle to sleepover at Jeani's Sunday-Monday. The reason why I'm planning so hard is that when I get back, I'll be having SAT classes and working towards my license. My fingers are crossed tighter than lightening....

 So that's what's nagging me. And I also got the shock of my life yesterday. My dad came back form China in the afternoon (that's not the shock), he unpacked and bullied my sis and I into the car and drove us to the estate my uncle lives at. He stopped in front of an incompleted house and proclaimed "This is your new house"(This isn't the shock, I'm getting to it...Just kidding!) We had a look around and it's not bad. First off, it's not too far from our current house and Eli and I had our own rooms. And it's quite a nice house. We were suppose to have moved in by now but work got delayed...we might move in by end of summer...and I only get a few months in the house before college...

Now if you'll excuse my, I'm gonna go eat breakfast, defeat Waka after multiple tries and play Crystal Defenders.

Savior of the village!

Listening to: Jai Ho by the Pussycat Dolls

Drinking: Orange juice

Thinking about: Twilight. I need to watch it again!!

I just got a sudden realization: It's been almost a year since my latest crush which officially lasted about 3 weeks but lingered on for a while. The... weird?... annoying?... random?...let's go with random...The random thing about it is the fact I started liking him on his birthday. Random huh? Well, I guess that's what maked it different. And I can comfortably say that out of all the 5 crushes I've had, he was the best. So let's just say I'm kinda glad I freefell. 2 days before his b'day, I knew what was gonna happen. I told myself "Sedi, you cannot get a crush at this crucial point in time of your life. Besides, you know what will happen to you at the end of the day." My IG's were only a few days away and I knew it would end badly. I always end up hurt.I guess that's why they're called crushes. But did I listen. Noooooo. I fell. Quite bad actually.

But you know what hurts? All the time I liked him, he actually liked someone else. When I found out, naturally, I was quite upset. He didn't know I liked him so I can't really blame him much. Funnily enough, we actually like a couple anytime we were together. Holding hands, laughing,hugging...gosh it was all so cute!!! The Se-rah told me that he liked someone else. That was when the process of forgetting began but it took a long time. It still lingers but it's not as strong. Sometimes I'll look at him and be like "Can someone please tell me why I had a crush on this dude?" Granted, he's a nice guy, but sometimes I just wonder... Now I think he likes this other girl and anytime I see them together, I get really happy. And I mean happy. Jeani and Myma think I'm delusional but I just think I'm glad he's moving on. Since he is, I don't have to tell him, right?

And besides, I gotta concentrate on more importanter stuff in my life. Like G.A.M.I.N.G.!!! My half-sis Amy got married last week and my dad went to Utah for the wedding. I felt that my gaming had become very one-sided *coughGuitarHerocough* so I need to come back down to earth. And what better way to do that than to get a game that has been critically acclaimed by everyone-Okami. I started it last night and it's really good. The one thing I love about it it the fact that the graphics are like Old Japanese paintings. Tres fantastique!!! I'm gonna play it when I'm done here!!!

So now my half-sis is married and my family had expanded!!! My dad was telling me stories and they sound so well-behaved and nice. Gosh, I really wish I had gone!! It sounded like it was so much fun!! *sigh* School sucks!!

Exams are coming up *yuck* Which involves a lot of studying *yuck* and I still haven't done my EE! Sucks even more!! Wish me luck v.v